you know your a theatre kid when you carry your room around in a suitcase on thursdays.

today i began my reading of hedda gabler.i was confused.i'm trying to get it.but i dont really want to talk about it untill i really understand whats going on.so maybe tomorrow.

so.i read that for about ten minutes.untill i had to give up.then i read the book sloppy first for about the 5th time.god i just love that book.the main character is such a pesimist.and is extreamly sarcastic.i love her view of the world that is so true and sarcastic,with little to no care.she's different and is an explosion thats waiting to happen.

note to self:go to barns and noble for the fifth book

i really need more books.i love plays and all,but some times the stage directions and settings and even the dialoge just confuses me.

but i just realised.the norton anthology book has 35 plays!!!this thing is huge! it even has a little backround in the begining,which i'm debating on reading becuase its really long,and it might be overly confusing.but it is talking about everything were talking about in class.

but i feel so stupid for not knowing about any of this.i had no idea who isben was before class began.or that there were types of drama,like romatisism,or realism, or any isms.i didn't think that history would be something we had to know,but aparently it is.

i have to write a monologue,and i'm reading my soc tomorrow(if there is one tomorrow.)i strongly dislike writing.here its fine.the socs,not so bad.but monologues!i tried to write many before,but i never could.they were either,shallow,pointless,sounded like something a 5 year old could do better,or just sounded like me talking,which isn't a monologue,becuase half the time it doesn't make sense!

i love fridays,but at the same time.i hate them.

i mean i've taken creative writing and acting.but the classes have always been mixed with younger kids at different skill levels.so its fun.but never very educational.maybe we would write,but it was never anything important.it would be,what inspires you,or write a poem about flowers for spring.i thought it was making me better.but i dont think it ever did help with anything besides my creativity.

i really hope i can work on writing this year.not just for theatre,but english,and science,and history.i just want to get better.

well.time is up.here goes the pg.

pg-100

today was really interesting with the senior's realism.i don't think i could ever do it as calmly as they did.i was so excited today for realism.but sadly i dragged half my room around for nothing.but there is always next week!just think calm.realistic.and i have to bring more stuff.maybe i'll just perminatly have a suit case that carries around my room at a moments notice.
but reasons for 100 today!
i was respectful of the seniors
i payied attention to their styles.
i thought about what i can do to be like them.
i brought half my room!
i asked questions about next weeks assainment.which is sure to be a hot mess for me......

WAIT!positive thinking!

i'm going to try my best!
and thats why i think i deserve a 100.=]