monologues

so no more reading.now we go into acting experiences.

so i did my monologue today.and i wanted to try something different.the first line of my monologue has always felt odd with me.anytime it always feels off or there was a better way to start off my monologue.so i've been thinking about other ways to deliver it.

today,instead of starting off calm and building my anger up,i wanted to try just being pissed,and i wanted to see if it would lead anywhere else besides how its been going.i guess my choice kind of failed,because everyone said i should have built it up more or reined in my emotions more.and i agree, and now its just another path to try.maybe being calm through out might help me get a better hold on my character or my emotions with it.

hopnestly once i made my choice it seemed a little weird and unnatural and i didnt regret it but it just didnt work out.and all i really wanted was feedback on my chance.

so i guess today was one of my low days with my monologue.i'm happy with my progress and i'm happy that i'm thinking about my options to work on it.so one bad run is not the end of the world.now i just know that one idea didnt work.a million more ways to go!

and what do you think about a different monologue for me?i like mine,yes,but some people have said that its not the greatest of fits and that i dont have the power toward the end that "they" think i should.that i'm a bit more passive then i should be.and i'm just now thinking about it and i guess some doubt is creeping in to my mind...i'm just unsure.and regardless if i keep my monologue or not,i kind of want to look into new material i guess.i mean i know i'm a freshman,but i want to prepare more stuff.so what would be your opinion on that?

pg-100
so today i tried something new with my monologue.i'm expanding on my monologue i guess.plus i did offer to go today.so i deserve a 100 for having balls today.