bernarda alba day 3

adela is so pregnant and i'm pretty sure its pepe's baby.when she was upset about librada's daughter getting killed over her baby,she cluched her stomach.thats the eternal sign of mother-hood.and for lorca to write it in to the play oviously means its a symbol,or a sign that says "hey this action means something inportant later!!!!!"

but martirio stole the picture of pepe,so she likes him too.so you have adela pregnant with pepe,angustias engaged to pepe,and martirio in love with pepe.when is pepe ever goin to talk?or is he just talked about the whole time?

its really interesting that this whole play so far is just women.and they have bernarda in absolute power over all the characters besides pepe.she's almost evil but i can understand her controling ways,she loves her girls and doesn't want that empty nest.and i think she has some internal or even subconsious hatred of men from some point in her past that really comes out to protect her daughters.its out of love and care,but she pushes that love and care until its almost hysteria.i mean angustias hasn't had a boyfriend even untill she's nearing 40!

and la poncia is interseting too.she's had bad experiance with women in her life,and i think her calm about men and dating and everything is a reverse affect of women from her life.instead of hating and despising women,she loves men.she prefers them to women.and she doesn't hate women in the process because she is one herself and she understands that she can't hate what she is.

pepe almost reminds me of rosealie i think it was, from romeo and juilet.she was always in the plot or a part of it,but she was never seen or spoke in the entire story.she's just like a constant figment.and thats what pepe is.a figment that everyone is after because not only is he the girls ticket to freedom from their mother,but he's hot!he's like the idea of freedom or fame,always in your mind but never physical in front of you.

and i finished act 2.so only one act left.

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today we watched more of my fair lady.and i still like it.it never really changed for me.i mean i'm not one to laugh out loud for small witty humor,so it may not look like i enjoy the movie but i really do.and i'm understanding the father so much better after today.i was so confused at first by his additude.but i get it now.and i see the difference in the movie end and shaw's end already.the second the party scene began i felt that change and i really didn't like it.even when eliza was dancing around i felt the difference.i mean shaw didn't write a musical and the progress of eliza's training into the play but that still made sense with the original.now this ending is just KILLING it...and i dislike it.