friday’s post

pg-100

so why do i deserve a 100 today?because i was told that freshman showcase is going way down the toilet, and i sat a cried about our show being completely fucked over.we worked hard all year and it completely sucks that there is absolutely nothing we can do anymore for this show.we have so few options,and each one sucks.this whole situation is un-fair because after all the work we have done not just for freshman showcase,but senior showcase,and mainstage, we don’t get our time,even after being scaled back,its just not going to be what we deserve.there absolutely NO where to pin the blame because so many factors are involved.i just want our show to have a chance so that freshman get a time to show what the fuck we can do!!the seniors are doing all they can,and so is everyone else that is able to help,but its just in no way possible to work anymore!i have really lost a lot of faith in having the show at all the way it was intended.i want it to happen,but how much is actually possible at this point?

i deserve a 100 because i cried for a period and a half,over something that i can not personally fix.