thursday’s post

so our first freshman showcase rehearsal in a long time.at first i feared for this showcase,loosing jessica and now arianna.but we will definatly make it work.

so today i realized i hate being an actor,because we all had a talk today about how actors shouldn’t give suggestions to our directors.but i always have ideas!so i have to keep my mouth shut.i’ll have to learn one day to just focus on myself.right now i really have to work on my character.

i tried to make my actors book today.i’m pretty sure i failed on that.the actors book it’s self,i understand.its the writing of it that i’m so frustrated over.i’m just not sure how to write it, my character bio especially.i don’t know if i’m writing about the right part of my character’s life or not, or writing about too much detail.i kinda just went with where ever my thoughts went.i think i know enough now to continue growing my character.because i wrote about my character a couple of times and this one i think fits the best.

one note i got today was that i have to basically bring my character back.and i need to think more about my character.most defiantly.and work on my action sheet.i feel so behind right now because everyone else seems to have their stuff together.

so much work to be done.

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today i came prepared and on time to class.plus i really tried hard to just be an actor today and not worry about everything else.i’m also really excited and nervous for the show.WAY more nervous.its crunch time and we’ve just started.time to work again.