wednesday's post

today was grading day/ learn what we're doing next marking period day.

i wrote down everything for the actors book,even though im not sure if i have to make one for my monologue.

during class it kinda dawned on me, like this is main stage time. i have been saying to katelyn like "this is going to be us in a few months! next marking period!" those few months are almost gone. november is here already and september was like 2 days ago. 2 months and its febuary. thats no time. like, stage managing is about to really start.

so melodramatic.but seriously. im scared. like what if i fuck up the show completely? OH WAIT almost did that already.

i think i was about to pee my pants when you gave me the look of "what did you do??" internally i was freaking out. on the verge of tears, then actual tears. all i was thinking was my first job,and i fucked it up. but luckily! it wasn't as bad as i thought. like seriously thank you for telling me the truth. cause i'd rather hear that i completely fucked up rather than it'll be fine. for future referance.

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today i took notes on actors book. i worked on the stage managers' book a bit, printing out the rehearsal reports and trying to label everything inside. i gave you the grades from the read through. and sent you the jess/lea letters for evalution,and almost jumped for joy knowing i didn't completely fuck up.