monday's post

so more scansion. i really dread it now. scansion is like a roller coaster, you dont get it, then you think you get it, but no theres another turn and you have no idea whats going on. today we got extra help with our individual monologues and lines. thank god. i had everything scanned! i thought it was okay. but today i re-scanned alot of it. and found opprative words. and performed it infront of the class.

let me just say, holy crap. i was not at all ready. and it sounded like crap even for me. it kinda just proved a point when scarlett said she didnt understand it. i heard it not making much sense. and i've been thinking that everything would just work out when i said it. and it doesn't. well not everythig just work out, but that the i.p. would just work alot better. and onto of that we have character work and truthfulness! when i originally scanned it, everything sounded fine. i was saying line by line out loud to know that all the accented and unaccented words were right.but i guess not.

i'm just really un happy with how class went today for me. my monologue was off, my scansion was off, and im not great with the opperative words. just a general bad day.

and my blog is making no sense. in summary today sucked. im so pissed that i sucked with my monologue because everyone else seems to just be able to say it! i can't. not that everyone is doing great, but i feel like everyone just gets shit that i dont. i really hate shakespeare. i understand that its me who has the problem with his writing, and that i need to get educated but im so annoyied with this stuff. i hate not getting this. i seriously do.

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today, even though i suck with shakespeare, im trying. i deserve a 100 for trying as hard as i can to understand the i.p. and the opperative words and all of it.i also deserve a 100 today for basically getting to be the crap example to the class. and i deserve a 100 for re-doing all of my lines in the i.p. and looking for the opperative words.