monday's late post

so i forgot to blog.but i'm going to write them anyway in hopes of getting half credit since i missed? on top of that monday was interesting so i'm going to put my memories up on the internet.

can we just have a "dun,dun,dun,dunnnnn" for PSATS scores, and yet another college talk,grades talk,and studying talk. not that i hate the talks or anything,but i do.because everytime we as a class have to talk about these things, i just think they get more and more impossible to make happen.okay yeah, i got a decent score, one of the highest in class, but so what? doing well this one time, or doing bad this one time, doesn't mean you'll automatically do well/bad when it matters. for all i know it could have been a lucky day. i could have guessed everything correct by a work of god.who knows? then studying for 3 hours a day.thats alot of studying.i straight up do not have that kind of muscle.nor do i think i'll get there any time soon.i rarely have had to study all my life,which im thankful for,but it made me a complete slacker.im not going to make excuses here, im lazy ass hell when it comes to work.so in a year in a half maybe my grades might be okay,but there is no way to garenty my SATS are not going to be nearly as great.thats why i didnt sign the "im going to get over a 1400 on my SATS" paper last year.

so ienwnblojnrbp;ojwnbdsfvqweba.besides that. we started working on physical features and gestures of characters today. i have to say its kind of weird to not be up on stage working,and just having to watch them work and take notes.i just have to give alot of credit to actors,because seeing the character,physical,mental,and diction work they have to do is crazy.and were onlyin hihgschool,imaging how much more goes into a major stage play or movie, in kind of mind blowing.

pg-100 (so 50 for half credit)
today i listened during all of our lectures today. it gave me a lot to think about. as the ever present pesimistic realist, yeah not all of it was positive. when we went to the stage i tried to really watch the actors and try to think "how would i do that?" what would i see for this character or this one. i think doing things like that while still sm-ing, will help me see where i want to end up in theatre.and i wrote the rehearsal report.