thursday's post.

OH MY GOD SHE STOOPS TO CONQUER!!!!!!!

wow.it was such an experience.it was so great,and i know i sound so cliche,but it was amazing!!

for our review,i actually wanted to say something about the colors of the costumes,because i noticed that at the very begining.because the colors were so crazy,and i thought that was odd,for the time period,because you would think that they would have worn more blase colors,more neutrals,but the two girls came strait out wil a bright blue and yellow dress,then the mother came in her wonderful pink number,and i was really surprised.

but i feel like thats almost a cop-out because we disussed it on the bus as well,and alot of people had ideas about it,but that was one of the most interesting parts of the play for me at least,was the costumes and set.

cherry orchard!

i only read liubov's huge speech like 20 thousand times.so now we know why everyone left for paris,but what i want to know is who she had an affair with?is it on of the characters in the story?and who would treat her with such disrespect?

i know i sound like a broken record with this,but nothing is happening to blogg about!its all small talk i feel like!i like it,i like how its flowing and how real it is...but nothing interesting is happening.

i'm starting to like lopakhin.he seems kinda like a dreamer,kind of like a romantisist with a buisness flair.so i'm excited to see what will happen to him along the way.

i'm just waiting for something to happen.something interesting!!

i jsut want to rant abit about the monologues.

i was the only freshman today to attempt to read my monologue.i had butterflies coming out my butt thats how nervous i was.

i feel like i am being real in some way.i'm saying it as much of me as i can put into the character,and she's alot like me but its still fake and it feels weird.then today when you told me to seduce javi,i felt lie how can i do that when its a mnologue thats so differnet from seduction?how would you ever apply a goal to a monologue thats completely different from the goal set by strictly reading the monologue?

like if you look a monologue nora can do where shes saying "i'm spoiling the children and i'm a horrible person for this!" and your told to cheer someone up how can you do that?

or should it just be,even if the words aren't a match to the feeling or goal, you say them with that inflection and make them mean what your goal is?

audition week should be fun...

pg for friday!-100

today i contributed in our discussion,which makes perfect sense!i see that i do that so much,once you think about it,you see it.you just realise how much our animal instincts are still inside of us some where.i was also the one and only freshman to read my monologue,as bad and as fake as i was.i walked away feeling confused,crappy,stupid,confidence-less,and pissed at myself.so it was an interesting day to say the least.=].