tuesday...i'm confused,but i get it!how is that possible.i'm not sure.but its happening!

today was,interesting to say the least.

i got to the part where the mother freaks out about the father and daughter.i really feel bad for her.she not only lives her life in the torture of what happened,but then she see's it.

and what the daughter says to the mother is scary.she is telling her mother to scream,to scream at what they've done again.and then the mother just goes and has to stop it.she can't live with it,but she has to.

and i read the part with the father and director.how the character's lives are more real than the directos,i kinda picked up the message but at the same time,i was lost.

which brings me tooo......hyperbolic doubt!wow.

the father goes into a whole rant on how he's more real than the director,and i'm thinking does that relate to hyperbolic doubt at all?becuase its like,the director can live day by day and all he knows is that he's there and alive.because he thinks.the characters think,but do they stray form their characters?no.so isn't that what we all do?we all have characters.that we play our personalities are all our thinking....

wait.thats so not hyperbolic.i'm wrong then.

but i totally understood today in class!i think.ha.i think it's my belief so its true.but its not becuase i have some doubt in it.only i am true.

but six characters,the father is right.he's more real because he doesn't change persay.he lives as his character.he's not real,more of an idea brought to life and taken apon it's self to live and breathe.the director is just himself and he changes daily,his days could be real,or they could be a dream,but his NOW is real,his thinking at that moment is real.he is real,but he will change and this only truth is his thoughts,just like ours.the father on the other hand is all truth,because he comes froma thought,all his actions are thoughts because he is a character.not a living human.so he will always be real 100%,but the director only has his thoughts.

that's hyperbolic doubt.

pg-100
today.i took notes.i wrote this blog.and i participated in the class discussion.i tried to keep up.and i hope i did.i got it,and now i jst have to obsess over it.i will never stop thinking about htis.becuase it just like,changes you.and shockingly i've thought of that before,how in the world do we know anything is truth?well we know were truth.thats it.anyway.i hope to help out tomorrow with auditions.and i deserve a 100 for today.