good person

i finally read the backround on the play.and i think that now i was thinking way too much and that i understand the play,i just confused myself.

when shen teh is pregnant with sun's baby,while sun has left her.i was confused at first and thought she already had the child,but i then caught on that no,shen teh was just with another child,it wasn't her own.BUT that child saw her change from shen teh into shui ta.so i'm curious how that will come into the story later on.

its interesting how shen teh said she wouldn't use the check that the barber gave her,but she ends up using it anyway for way more money than she needs.shui ta then outts alot of people to work for shen teh for food.so i feel like shen teh is finally getting a bit of buisness smarts and is seeing that she has to work for herself a little bit.

but she does redem herself because she offers to help wang with his hand.but she ends up going back on her redemtion when she becomes shui ta,who fog=rgets basically about wang's hand.

what i don't get is the whole buisness aspect of the play.like how does shen teh get the tobacco for the couple?like they ask her to hold it?but then how do they get it in the first place?and was she going to give wang her left over tobacco to pay for his hand?but i thought she was going to sell that to pay off her debts?

i think that people are starting to catch on to shen teh and shui ta's changing.because its always one leaves town while the other stays in town.one is controlling the shop one isn't.its back and forth with them.and pretty soon all the people will catch on how even their personalities are back and forth.one is always nice the other is strict and fair.

pg-100
so today i got to do my monologue!i was really nervous after i finished.i kind of just said to myself to spit out the slate so i just got it over with before my nerves got the better of me.then i just let the monologue come out.i'm trying to lisssssssten to my ssss's and my ttttttt's now.i don't think it's just the braces.i think it's always been the way i've talked so that should be a fun habbit to break.